Finally.

HELLLLLLLLOOOOO!!! WOOT WOOT got my comp back today. Im soo happy.  Ok i have so much to write but im just going to do bullets cause it could take me forever to go into to much detail. So heres whats been happening.

Novalee

  • Turned one, as everyone knows.
  • Shes been really good into mischeive all the time, i think shes starting the terrible 2s early hahah well  i hope it doesnt get any worse then this cause she is a shocker. Lil tanty thrower she is.
  • Still not walking tho, i think shes too lazy.
  • Growing Growing Growing, i cant beleive how big she is now. She had her 12month needles today an she weighs 10.5 kilos an is 75cm tall. Big girl.
  • Talking heaps , everything is Hellar (hello) hahah.

But all in all she is  really well, i love her to bits.

Kris has been giving me hell latly but whats new ??

Me an Trent still together. 

Umm hopefully moving really soon.

Umm i wont do bullets for me cause i have some rather big news. PLEASE DONT JUDGE ME FOR ANYTHING I AM A BOUT TO SAY. Ok here we go well the big news is …………………………………………………………………………………………………….

IM PREGNANT

eek!!!!  Not what i wanted right now but anyway, I found out about 2 weeks ago an me an trent have done alot of talking about this an have decided on Termination. I know alot of people are against this an well i deff was until a few weeks ago. But given my current circumstances its whats best for me right now. Me an Trent havent been together for that long an are only taken things slowly soo haven a baby right now wouldnt really be a good idea considering if i did decided to keep the baby an we broke up a few months down the track what am i to do ?? I will be a single mother to 2 kids under the age of 2 could u imagine ?? This time round i will have absolutly no support from anyone an also there is the kris thing imgagine the hell hed put me through ?? I was soo stupid to let this happen in the first place but yea it has happend an yea what can i do about it.  Abortion is really what i want but it is whats best for me at this point in time but yea.  Please dont judge me for this.

Anyway i will leave it at that at the moment.

Bek xo

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May 7, 2008

I saw you on the front page. I understand that you don’t want to be judged and I’m not judging at all, I’m just wondering how come you weren’t on any birth control? Is there an actual reason for not being on it? I’m genuinely asking, not judging =). It’s a bit sad to me that it has to be that way because of how bad I want a baby, but I don’t judge, I say live and let live. Good luck *Hugs*

May 7, 2008

Oh baby girl *big hugs* I think you’re making a responsible decision, but it wouldn’t be hard. I hope that you surround yourself with great support network. You’re a wonderful mum and I admire you so much for how you look after Novalee. I am sure you’ll have another baby when the time is right. Take care beautiful.

May 8, 2008

You are right in doing what is best for you.

May 9, 2008

hey, *hugs* i’m sorry you have to go through all that but you know whats right for you, i’m not gonna judge you at all, i just hope you’ll have a lot of support from him and your family, best wishes x x

May 12, 2008

I wouldn’t judge you for that decision! If that’s what you feel is best, than so be it. *hugs* Lol@Novalee being stubborn and not walking!! <3

June 17, 2008

i just think adoption is a good thing to think about. currently i’m a single mother to thee children under the age of 5. well this summer they will be 5 4 and 2. (all the same father)