8/11/07

I really need to write in here more, cause i keep forgetting what i have said and what i havent lol I just really havent been in the mood to write latly and everytime i try Novalee seems to wake up lol.Shes awake now but yea im going to attempt to write something and hope she doesnt cry.

Ive been so happy latly. Me and Harry are doing good. Hes still in the army and he will be here next friday im sooo excited i cant wait to see him!! He makes me laugh soo much hes soo funny. I dont know he just makes me so happy. He is such a sweety he wrote me this song and sent it to me. It sooo gorgeous. He raps lol i dont really like rap but he is such a good rapper and i love it. I set it as my ringtone lol it soo good !! Mhm yea anyway we just click if you know what i mean.

Kris is being an arse again. I went to his place last night cause his grandma is in town and wanted to meet Novalee and everything and me to i spose cause she hadnt met me yet. So i took Novalee around and everything was all good and then i got a call from Harry . Kris was standing next to me when i received the call and yea he went offf when he heard i was talking to a guy. He started calling me a slut and everything so i didnt talk to Harry for very long. When i got off the phone Kris was crying and asked me if i loved Harry and i said no cause we arent really at that stage yet but yea he didnt beleive me. He ended up being a total arse after that and was just yea. He ended up walking outside with Novalee and feeding her on the side of the road!! Boy i was happy about that. Feeding our daughter in the street not good!! He wouldnt give her to me and then he wouldnt go inside with her either it took him nearly half an hour before he would listen to me but yea. He mad me wild !! If he wasnt holding Novalee i would of knocked him out !!

Anyway he really got to me i couldnt sleep when i got home and yea harry could tell when i was talking to him that i was upset he was soo sweet about it tho hey. Then this morning i got a call from Kris sister saying that they couldnt find Kris anyway and had i seen him. I hadnt so i dont know where he is. Arrggghh he makes me feel like crap.

Anyways yea not much else is new. My diet is going alright ive lost about 5 kilos lol 15 to go hey. Im so worried when Harry comes cause my body is soo grose at the moment i hate it and yea im just soo paranoid about it all. With all my stretch marks and everything but oh well you get that see how we go lol

I should go Novalee is still awake and is prolly hungry

Love Bekki