tangent

When I am happy, I cease to exist.
There is always a fight to be fought somewhere.
Getting drunk and fucking the night away.
Oh it was a lovely existence in the time.
These nights are too bright.
The sun has stolen his thunder.
The dance is long forgotten.
Step, step, back or was it bow?
I want to be tamed.
I want to be tamed.
Plant your seed inside me.
The womb is ready for battle.
An inner peace that is fleeting.
I was almost caught
But then he runs.
These humans don’t deserve me.
The vitamin queen has made her triumphant return.
We will see where this gets me.
To dance a dance of solitude.
Chemical coated grasses.
Chemical coated skies rain chemical coated raindrops.
I catch them on my face.
Chemical coated tears raise up from liver.
I catch it with my tongue.
Salty sweet and chemical burn.
You deserve my tears tonight.
Half drunk and not quickly enough.
There is no numbing the pain inside.
There is water but you dare not touch it.
There are buildings with shrub fences.
Why can’t I find the way inside?