no more twos

Sometimes I wonder if I speak a different language.
There is something seriously wrong here.
It must be me.
I mean I know it has to be me.
Nobody tells me anything.
How am I supposed to figure it out?
They just disappear.

one
x
one

I am not here.
I am not human.
Peel away the tired flesh.
It’s all so dark out there.
Nothing is right.
You fucking people fucking suck.

I am in a mood.
Yes.
A mood to tear this shit up.
It’s not worth it.
Oh no.
Nothing is worth it anymore.

Watch me with wary eyes.
You love it when I implode.