Dumb ass bitch

Are you afraid of being judged?
It’s probably because you are judgmental.
Grew up with highly judgmental parents and are fighting it off?

*sigh*
I’m just so fucking tired again.
Be strong and fight.
But I have had to be strong for so long
and I’m just tired again.

Why are people so fucking crazy?
Tonight. I am going to get blitzed.
I am going to have to be kicked out of the bar.
I’ll probably warn the bartender that he is going to have to cut me off at some point
and to not refrain from doing so.

Honesty is so scary, isn’t it?

So scary to some… I really mean most, but that’s offensive.
Apparently I am the most disruptive and offensive person who ever existed because I am honest.
And I can’t help but to laugh at the ridiculousness.

I just don’t like appearing to be a flake.

synapse

January 7, 2013

Isn’t that why people like to drink? Reduced inhibitions? If people want to be pretentious and ignore the truth, why do they drink?

Metaphor, darlin.

TheWorldIsMyMuse

January 8, 2013

I agree, I was told by a co-worker to not let others get me down and put up a fight. I asked her, a fight for what?? To be the same as them? Bringing myself down to their level? What the hell am I fighting for, just to prove I can be as low as they can? I told her fighting is good but we should only battle that which is worth our time and frustration. Drama isn’t.

My mother was very judgmental and many other things, I went the opposite way. Our parents are the reason why we do so many things the way we do but as we get older we can change. Sounds like the first part is someone who is judgmental trying to play psychologist. I really hate that.