You have a good personality. You’re special.

May 25, 2020 – 4:47 A.M.

You’re feeling nothing while I’m feeling everything. That seems to sum up our entire relationship in a nutshell. Thanks for the heartache kid.

Now it’s time for me to lie awake, struggling to sleep while you are probably already past out or scrolling through Twitter to see what you’ve missed. Much like how this whole break will be. Agonizing for me, nothing for you. Just another day.

I thought I wanted you to use me. Thought I could handle it just to be close to you. I was wrong. But it shouldn’t be a surprise I wound up hurt.

I hear you loud and clear now. You do not want me. And frankly, never did.