/*/ Cold Feet *

so my college application is due no later august 12th, but i called the admissions office yesterday and they said I need to come up there no later then tuesday becuz their fall classes are filling up fast. okay…guess i’ll go tuesday morning. i finished filling the application out today and as i was filling in the blanks i was thinking  "is this really going to be a good idea? can i do this, will i be able to hang in there and not drop out?!?"…

my dad is pissing me off majorly. he keeps asking me about my application and telling me i need to hurry and how i better still be going becuz if i dont go then i won’t be on his medical insurance anymore. i’m like  "gee thanks for actually caring if i further my education, asshole!"….

roger is being really supportive right now. he isn’t pushing me to go, but he’s telling me he’s totally okay with whatever choice, preferably to go to school, that i make. i’m scared to death that once (or if) i start in august, he’ll kinda change his mind and start getting pissed that i’m meeting new people, possibly friends…

maybe i’m just being stupid. i know i really want to go major in business…specificly business management/supervisor. thats what my major will/would be.

WILL BE CONTINUED….