Hmm
Sometimes in life you have to do certain things that really irritate, annoy, and piss off other people= especially those close to you. However when its important to you, something you feel you need to do- nothing should stop you. And if those people truly care about you- they should understand and allow you the freedom and chance to make things right and do what you need to do. Without the drama and guilt.
Now… did that make sense? hmm.