cartharsis

I just typed Matt a three-page letter explaing all of my emotions and thoughts right now. Today has been awful – I’m too ashamed to admit some of the ideas I’ve been considering right now… but I will say this: I’m in a very depressed state of mind and I’ve began considering extreme possibilites. Even saying ‘goodbye’ forever.

This is so awful. Who could of thought that one simple incident could have triggered such an extreme reaction and terrible consequences?

I feel as if my life is slowly falling apart, like an unravelling sock… all you have to do is pull one string and it begins. And if you keep pulling, the entire thing is changed, even ruined forever. One, delicate string…