Am I alone?

I just want to be touched and feel a rushing sensation through my body again.. I miss the intensity that came with a fresh relationship, the sparks that flew endlessly almost, the way you could rip each other’s clothes off, the kissing that lead to a throbbing clitoris from how horny it made you. I don’t want the commitment just mind blowing passionate sex. I’m chasing the dragon.. yet it’s nowhere to be caught.