An Awakening

Going on Zoloft back in April has done a world of good for me. The safety it has given me by freeing my mind has made me realize I have been living a lie since I was quite small.

I am going to begin writing here on OD of my journey back in time to try and find my lost self.

I never realized how an event when I was small distorted my whole life and everything I became. I thought I had put it behind and thought it had not affected me. I was wrong.

I can only wonder how my life would have unfolded if it had not happened. How it could have been different. I am not saying better, just different.

I really like my new self, and I want to make peace with my old self and become ONE.

I truly believe all life experiences happen for a reason and it is how you react to them that make you who you are. That said, I am in control of my life now and I am going to live it to the fullest.