07/10/2013
I need to book an appointment for a haircut. My hair is so long and heavy that it is ridiculous.
I can see that my face is getting thinner. I thought about taking a pic to show I have lost weight. I’m around 110 lbs now. That shirt fits like a maternity shirt though, So you wouldn’t be able to tell I lost any weight. and no I’m not pregnant, ha!
And for anyone who doesn’t read my journal regularly I am far from anorexic. I have 3 meals plus lots of snacks. I lost over 20 lbs from last October till now. I don’t know why I feel defensive about it sometimes. I just remember when I was a teen and around the same weight that I am now. People would sometimes say rude things to or about me because of my weight. And I ate like a pig in those days. I had a high metabolism thought. And I need to get on a better sleep schedule. I have been falling asleep around 8 or 9. Then I woke up at 11:30 and watched "The New Adventures of Old Christine" & "Catfish." And I had cheesecake. I fell back asleep around 1:30 and had to be up by 6:30. I bought these http://www.theicecreamdepot.ca/StrawberryFrozenYogurtBar.html They are so good and 90 calories which isn’t bad.
The temperature is around 88 here today which is hot for where I live. It is difficult to be motivated when I don’t have air conditioning at work or my place. I still make myself exercise when I get home though.
Pretty! I like your hair!! And if you havent already read, my last 2 entries (before todays) was about the word “skinny” and how people think its a compliment, and that commenting on someone’s weight (fat or skinny) is rude. I got some weird trolls on that one. LOL
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RYN: Yeah working on a movie can be exciting, depending on what they’re shooting that day and if there are any cool celebrities around. But it can be really repetitive and boring. Lots of standing around doing nothing. You should just sign up to be an extra one day though. It’s pretty easy. And you have great hair! I’m always trying to stop people from cutting their hair lol, but I understand it’s really hot where I am too
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Ryn: yep, I totally knew about oxytocin. I have read about it before. It’s called ” the bonding hormone”, because it provides the chemical rush that you feel when you have sex, hug someone or are I’m love. I know a lot of wen are reluctant to just sleep with any guy as a result of this. I think in this case, she was afraid either she would become attached, or she thought I would. In all honesty though, I had no interest in her other than sex. It’d not a big loss really, just frustrating is all. Even if I were to date, a girl with 2 kids would be the last one I would want.
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Well thanks, glad that you enjoyed it…
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You look like a throwback to the 60’s which is a complement from me. Long hair where it looks like you’ve hanging outside and the loose shirt reminds be of stuff of woodstock. (town and concert).
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3.00 for the ATM fee, 2.00 for the card company. It’s actually a pre-pay card (green dot) so I can’t get the to up my limit. I got it taken care of though anyways.
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I’m all for cutting hair. Mine was down the middle of my back and I took about 8 inches off at the start of summer. NO REGRETS! If anything I probably should have went a bit shorter.
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I just cut around 10 inches off of my hair and I love it! It is so much easier to take care of. Temps here are around 90+ with indexes of over 100 some days, but 88 degrees with no ac, ouch. People feel so bad about themselves they have to pick anything on anyone else to try to hurt them, just ignore them, (easy to say hard to do right)You look great!!
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Ryn: I was just kidding ..I know writing in a diary can’t jinx me
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