06/14/2012

I wanted to stay home this morning. I have a headache that is drilling into my right temple and my neck. I’m not throwing up though so it isn’t a good excuse to miss work. Ha I just came back from the bathroom and noticed I had some dried biofreeze on my forehead. I don’t have a compact with me today so I didn’t see it earlier when

I had a dream someone had phoned me and attempted to blackmail me. He said "If you don’t give me the money you will be harmed. He kept on mumbling so I was getting annoyed. I said "I can’t understnad you, what did you say?" Someone was with me who in the dream was a friend. So I said to her "I have no valuable jewelry." I was stil on the phone with him when I said it. So he hung up.

As soon as I get some extra money I am going to get a new mattress. The one I have is way too hard on my neck & spine.

Today I was around someone who was dying. I didn’t know when I saw her but after when I was talking to a friend of hers. She is 27 and has had cancer for 10 years. He said it is terminal. There was still a light in her eyes and a softness about her. I wished I had done something small such as buying her a coffee even though I don’t know her.

I was looking through random news on yahoo yesterday. I saw stories about parents who had over time starved and beaten their child to death. I listened to the 911 call about it which was disturbing. The "Mother" making it out to be the childs fault. A book titles "To Train Up a Child" was found in the house.

On the cover is a happy little guy holding his Dad’s hand. Inside though is a guide on how to beat kids. The scary thing is this book is sold on amazon. More than one child has died as a result of people using this book as a guide for discipline.  Here is a link about it.

http://www.q13fox.com/news/kcpq-couple-accused-in-death-of-adopted-child-followed-extreme-discipline-book-20110930,0,3904484.story

I don’t have tomorrow off. A client needs me to be there. So I am working on Saturday and taking Monday off. I want to sleep but I know if I do then I will wake up around 1 then not be able to get up to sleep and I have to be out the door tomorrow around 7:10.