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Hi. I dont anticipate that many people will be leaving notes as there is nothing to respond to…lol.

Yeah. Where the hell have YOU been? 😉 Are you going to try to stick around a bit?

Hellllllllllllo???????????????? Anyone in there??

ryn::i am actually taking spring semester off of graduate school and checking into an inpatient residential center to recover.

(ryn) to answer the first bit, i told him because he noticed the marks, and because they were on my hip suspected that i was cheating on him or something…it was rather unavoidable. i had refrained from telling anyone much for the same reason as you mentioned. secondly, i do feel that it is largely controllable, because if some part of me didn’t want to do it, i wouldn’t, end of story.

(ryn) ok, that made me laugh. that’s the best note i’ve received in quite awhile, thank you.

I agree with your comment about fixing one’s self to a philosophy. I feel the same way when it comes to religion. Rand has her own idea about what the purpose of art should be. To some, objectivism can give off an impression of a PHI that is completely void of emotion. (It isn’t of course.) I will send you some excerpts that you might find interesting in regards to your notes.

I meant “It” not “I”. OK I’m done.

I draw and do oil painting. I am also taking a metal casting class this semester but sculpture is still alien to me. Also, I don’t draw or write comics but I am a big fan of them. Film interests me as well. (I think I overextended your question a bit.)Keep in mind when you are searching my name on Myspace that my location is Las Vegas. There is more than one me apparently.~Tina

Got it. I would appreciate it if you could delete the note above this that contains my email. I will send you stuff through your regular email.If you send me stuff though, send it via myspace bc my yahoo is not as dependable. Beware though,I am a slow typer and my sister enjoys kicking me off the computer when I am in the middle of something important.Peace out. ~Tina

Sent you a non-mypspace email. Hope you get it.

Well, I believe that perfection would be boring if it actually existed. I can not conceive that real perfection would be funner than fantasizing about perfection. Then again, I can’t really “conceive” perfection can I? I hate that I love men and I wish I was a lesbo. Which explains why I am for gay marriage.

Hows the taco lady treatin ya?

Nope. I am just a busy girl. PS Relationships are confusing. I must say I too did not get a good impression of Taco, but then again I was not in your shoes. And a woman’s back is a pretty powerful aphrodisiac. I have a weird thing for men’s backs myself. I’ve completlely lost my mind over the past month.

Haha. Sense of dark humor eh? Also, I deleted my Mypsace account. I have a new one but it is only for people I know in person. No offense. Sorry about my response. I lost my Aynn Rand book and I would hate to put what I remember about the book into my own words. I prefer direct lengthy quotes. And the truth is-even if I still had the book- I’d probably still procastinate. Hope I don’t seem like

an ass. Again, it just would’nt feel write for me to give you a direct opinion. It is so easy for people to distort and misconstrue information so I think you should read about objectivism yourself. I have this thing about spoon-feeding people information-with the exception of verbal communication of course-thats different. Read e.e cummings poem “how to hump a cow”. It’ll make your day- I think

Oh my. What a big assumption my friend. Yes, I am lazy. I am also human. OK, well, it has been a while, but here are the broad ideas I remember: living for the self, making decisions on a logical basis (this part gets a little complicated though), things that are good for a human life are morally good and things that are not bad- so smoking for instance would be considered bad (i actually

remember coming across a blog that was completely about that! sort of absurd how deeply people get caught up in the details) i also remember an aynn quote saying something along the lines of “art is a celebration of life” or maybe it was “sex is a celebration of life” at any rate, she gave her definition of art which if i recall correctly was supposed to be practical

not just asthetic or something like that. I am an idiot because I just remembered I could be writing this on gmail. She also put a lot of emphasis on atheism and how the Bible was pure mysticism. I got more to write. Are you really that interested in how it concerned my life? Geez, I was’nt prepared for all this deep Open Diary stuff.

Though laziness may have played a part, I really DID mean what I said. I hate to put things into my own words and end up getting the wrong message across. It is just one of my idiosynchrasies. I can’t spell tonight bc I’ve been drinking. I usually don’t feel the need to explain anything to anyone, but I must admit that your remark did insult my ego. Eww. I’m insecure. So here I go vaguely rambling

about what i remember. I guess I am not that serious about this OD stuff as everyone else. A dirty Martini.

Can I be added? I’d love to read you.