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“I don’t really feel like anything has changed, just that my patience for being annoyed has lessened as I’ve had more exposure to annoyance.”

I feel my condition has worsened, as I continually find myself hating everything I do, from school to thinking. My mother, being the pill-loving, worrisome, blundering hen that she is, wished that I see a doctor who could help me with my depression, despite my insistence that I knew what it felt like to be depressed, and that I wasn’t. The doctor agreed with me that my situation was not caused by brain chemicals (or lack thereof) but rather from a lack of ambition resulting from an absence of desire. He put it more simply: no goals. My physical health however, was not as good. My recent inactivity, or activity from the couch, has contributed to a loss of overall “healthiness”, even though I maintain the ideal weight for my height. I left three hours poorer and none the wiser.