03/04/2010

 

 

I’m crashing
spiralng down
like some grim
faced astronaut
trapped in a
fiery infernal machine
all guts glory
and gritted teeth

and I know
this can only end
with one colossal
splash into
the end depths
impact. farewell

I don’t know
what to do
when I get like this
I think I’m
rejecting me
on your behalf

it seems
the pendulum
has swung back
reading too much
instead of too little
a fool’s game
I’ll keep playing
I’ll never win

one self destructive
tendancy allowed
many more to fight
flee or give in

pull the plug

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I don’t know why you gotta be angry all the time..don’t know why you don’t wanna be friends anymore..best I can do…I’m so square but I finally got there ..much much much much ness..of..nothing..and ..spit..but best I can do..it’s for you..for …important..professional reasons..not to hurt..but don’t have to talk about it for oh so long if you don’t wanna..I don’t really wanna..

jesus take the wheel…shake on it..spit on it squared but right where we’re supposed to be..I hope..so..always on your side..anyway..resistance is futile so I got my..ticket to ride..not meaning to offend..we really ..were..comfy..weren’t we..not in a boring way..just all of the above..good drugs…good comfyness..also..though..merry christmas lights…dream day..

so that is settled then…tired of being alone..as right as it gets dude..and..on..your..side… help me? don’t say a word…nothing left to…call you up when I’m ready..like..next christmas..or..something.