You would think the day would have been different

First real day back at work and you would think I would feel awesome and want to talk about it, but you could be no further from the truth.

I didn’t really blow off my son, I just didn’t want to talk about it.

I went like you would think, 8 hours of over expectations for what should have been a minor role. Yes I’m overthinking it, but sometimes the over thought is correct.

I’m just tired now. Wish I could spend time together with the kid and not on the phone. Just a nice mindless YouTube rabbit hole session of stupid videos.

Im just going to go to bed and do it again tomorrow. Meanwhile overthinking what the hell I just did to my life these last 4months.