Ugly rant

WTF. WTF do people want from me? I make a man I work with uncomfortable because I talk to him like guys talk. Seriously he’s not gay, just met a very lovely girl he won’t shut the fuck up about. This homely little troll has a girlfriend and I can’t have a 2nd date.

Yes, to me he’s effeminate, sorry I’m old enough to be his Father. I don’t call him names or anything, I just say BS that 2 guy friends say. I guess there’s just one more person I can’t call friend.

I’m told to “be part of the team” but chided at every twist and turn. Even the job, told to do something and then punished for doing it.

For example…

I took an application for a person and I know I asked everything right. I have been beaten into submission to do so these last 3 weeks. Anyway, she shows up, can’t prove her income, that SHE TOLD ME and proceeds to throw my ass under the bus about. Guess who just had a 15 minute bitch session about how I don’t correctly do my job. Much like fighting a woke person, nothing is believed, facts don’t matter, and they can’t be wrong.

I more or less have given up on my 60 day bonus check. I guess I have to conform and be a whiney little effeminate bitch boy too. One that just keeps quiet and bends the knee to everyone.

There is absolutely no respect for me and what I have lived through in my life. When people think that me losing my daughter is equivalent to their dog passing or how my 20yr marriage falling apart with 4 children is like their girlfriend or boyfriend leaving after a year. Why can’t I find a job where I can just be alone, deal with who I need to and be left out of this silly ass shit.