Rough day

What a day it’s been. My manic thoughts have essentially ruined my brain today. I just dumped way too much money on a car repair and now the boys are fighting at the ex’s again.

Would they be better if I was there? I don’t know. Seems I’m to wrapped up in my own mellowdramma to be of any use to any of them.

I try to talk with Patty about it, but she just stops talking after telling me what is wrong.

Now I sit here stressing over everything and I have no one to talk to. This is where I wish I had a sister who was supportive to me, but she to plays favorites and it all gets washed away as I am not attentive enough to the boys.

Guess what, like I said before. Patty gets to talk to her husband tonight and Wendy hers. I get to go on Open Diary and write to the Internet.

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2 days ago

Are the boys fighting something new that’s happening? I don’t recall you writing about it until recently.  Is Patty telling you about it and then not discussing it, or are you hearing about it from your sons? Maybe there’s trouble in what you perceive is Patty’s paradise and this is the boys’ response to it. I would call each kid and ask what’s going on (especially if this is something new) and after hearing all sides, help them come up with solutions that don’t involve physical fights. Something has been building up and going unspoken long before it started getting physical.