Rough
Oh boy today was rough and landed on a sour note. Well not quite a sour note but more annoying than anything. I can say no, but I can’t. Probably why I am the way I am.
They need me to spend a few Sunday at another store and that’s half the reason I lost my shit with this job in the first place. I just want to work at where I want to work, how I want to work. Now I feel obligated to “help” because I’m a thinned skinned bitch boy.
Today was horrible. Worse than that. God it just didn’t want to end and it’s followed me home where things are precarious enough. I just wish I had someone here. Just to sit with. I have too many household tasks to do then to drag one of my sons here, plus I think they are “burnt” out by me after this week.
I want to just lay down but don’t want to waste the time. I want to talk with someone, but no one is around, let alone wants to hear me whine, so her I am, again…
Whine away. That’s why I’m here, just to get the shit out of my head that I wouldn’t otherwise say to someone but need to let it out just the same.
Can you practice saying no by compromising and saying no to half of the requested days, like I’ll work the 8th and 22nd but i can’t do the 15th or 29th? Less bitch boy and more alpha dog?
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sorry can’t help anything, but still right here if you want to let it out, at least you’re not alone.
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