People

I find myself wanting reassurance from others a lot more recently knowing full well that’s not going to happen.

How do addicts do it? Get the help and take it? I am screaming I have a problem to anyone and everyone and it’s just dismissed. I don’t want to cut anymore lines. I need the 2 or 3 I have and they’re not anything but toxic to me. Or the other way around.

How do I become the unfeeling nobody that stays out of people’s lives and keeps them out of mine? I don’t want to care anymore or have compassion. I want to be the “robot” that just does its job and nothing more. Tired of being sad and lonely and desperately seeking some sort of validation or answers.

So how does one go about quitting life without “quitting” life?