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I have been having violent episodes of anxiety, stress, and depression. I have a few bucks left. Social service is not returning calls, I don’t know if I’m going to be homeless.

How did it get this bad?

Is mental health really this fucked up? I have literally went for a normal citizen to a troll hiding in a cave in the matter of months.

I don’t know what to do. There’s help they say, but do they realize the BS the “help” puts you through? I’m in constant panic mode from the time I wake until I sleep, if I sleep.

Then the regular doctor tells me I need more meds, more money I can’t spend. Then the kids need a ride, more money more guilt.

I’m in a bad way and not one person in my friends or family believes me or even seem to care.

What can I do?