New twist

so now I’m scared and anxious to get another job. I have already self sabotaged one by being over anxious and I fear I may do it again

For some reason my therapist and psychiatrist aren’t available and I have no one else to talk about it, that is unless I want the nasty replies of ” man up ” stop being a bitch.

I’m afraid of the starting of a new job, I could go back, but I can’t do the old one anymore. I want a normal 40 week I don’t want the 80+ 7 days a week like before. I’m 53 for Christ sake and I can no longer do that.

I have one more rent payment saved so it’s got to happen sooner then later. Let’s face it, I am never going to have the job I want much like everything else.

Yes, be happy in what I have

I’m trying to

El Kay

July 17, 2024

You may not find the job you want, but you may find the job you like. Start looking outside the usual. You worked at a convenience store didn’t you? How about transferring that service know-how to a phone customer service position in an industry you’re interested in?

The start of every job is anxiety-inducing, I remember crying on the first day at one job because they were throwing sooo much info at me too fast and too soon.