March 26th

How do write a scream? A blood curling,  primal, fuck my life, fuck everyone else scream?

A scream full of pain and hopelessness.

A scream full of despair and defeat.

A scream full of truth and lies.

A scream of loss and regret.

A scream that is guilty of everything that I have paid the price for.

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March 27, 2022

((((Big hug))))

March 27, 2022

Have you tried listening to heavy metal?

I have the perfect song for you

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jakpo7tj7Qw

March 27, 2022

@anhmymuminah Honestly yes I have, but that also increases my anxiety…LOL

April 1, 2022

Have you actually ever tried to physically scream and beat your chest? 

April 1, 2022

@ncumisa CONSTANTLY… 😵

April 1, 2022

Has it helped? I have felt that it does, strangely it make the stress I am carrying feel lighter.

April 1, 2022

@ncumisa Just really gives me a sore throat. So I’m still aggravated and now have a sore throat…LOL

April 1, 2022

But at least you are now laughing! 😝