Lonely night

So here I am sitting at the local restaurant alone, again. There’s a waitress I am obsessed with but will never catch her attention.

Scary thing is, I’m getting used to life this way. Work, sleep, work, and sleep. Nothing inbetween, no fun, no friends, and no family.

Now I did have the boys earlier and all they did was fight and yell.

Not sure if my depression is getting worse, but it definitely feels like it is coming back with a vengeance.