Inconvenience

I don’t think I have ever known someone who is more of an inconvenience to people like I am or how I am made to feel. Last summer as I was going through the scary possibility of having bladder cancer, it was nothing but an inconvenience to ask anyone to drive me to and from the hospital as I went through 2 procedures,  let alone to be bothered to even check on my wellbeing.

That brings us to today. I mentioned I have been dealing with a stomach thing. When I finally got to sleep, I woke and I was shivering.  I never get cold like this, 2 huge blankets and I can’t get warm. I feel like I may give birth to a rock at the moment. My sister can’t be bothered to change her plans to stop by and Patty, well she just thinking I am making it all up. My two youngest that are with me this weekend seem to sense I’m not ok, but I want to be with them for what little time I get, so I’m going to remember this when the ask comes from people. In a ditch? Feeling faint? Sorry, can’t be bothered.