I really sucks being sick alone

God it sucks getting sick when alone like this. So freaking cold and feverish I can’t get to the store and ofcourse no one to go for me.  I guess it’s good I had some forth sight and made enough food last night before waking up to this.

I had plans with my one son and it kills me to cancel. Any time I lose is painful.

There’s also the scary part of being this sick and alone when you know, no one is going to check in. If I’ve learned anything it’s I can go for weeks without hearing from anyone. So it  plays in the back of your mind about what to take, how to sleep. Who to contact, if they care.