Hopeless 😔
I have 2 of my son’s this weekend and I’m going to have the older ones through the week. They have Easter break. I woke up today just embraced by anxiety and my body just aches with the usual older guy pains.
I’m stressing about how to keep them happy here and fed. All the while fighting back tears and sadness about the divorce. That leads me to thinking of her and what my life was like when I was happy and comfortable. I seriously should have got into an inpatient program when I could have. I really can’t deal, even with the therapy and happy pills
I just want to give up.
I too wonder if an inpatient program is the way to go. It might be very beneficial for you. I hope everything goes well during the time with your children. It will be so nice for you to spend some time with them.
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As soon as you said you had your boys I wondered how you were feeding them. That is so hard trying to feed others when you don’t even know where your own next meal is coming from. I remember a time when we had very little food and I had overnight company and I just went in my bedroom and cried because I didn’t know how I was going to feed them…those were some hard times.
@happyathome I’ll keep them fed, I just will have to shift bills around.
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I get the whole worrying about food. But I am happy you getting time to spend with your sons. Hope it has been a great weekend. 👍🏽
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