Friends?

I put it out there the other day to my 2 “best?” friends about how sorry I was losing touch and going off the reservation. No need for them to have to feel the least bit sad for me.

Sean reached out today and as I have always thought, needed a chair filler for a DnD game he wants to start up. One could say, he’s offering up some time to do something with me, but for a man who works 2 days and sits around the other 5 to also tell me he’s not interested in “hanging” speaks volumes.

I haven’t heard from the other.

I guess I will be happy for them as I have to be for Patty, at least they have each other when they need to have a friendship bonding day.

My friends, my brothers, Sean and Tony. Fuck the both of you.

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April 3, 2023

So, will you be a chair filler for him?

It’s hard to be happy for people who treat you like that…or completely ignore you.  I get that.

April 4, 2023

You should play the game 🙂

April 6, 2023

I think I understand. You want to be more than a casual friend. Maybe they don’t know how? And maybe your intensity makes them uncomfortable. It’s hard, this being human thing.