Feeling

I’m lost this morning. Ofcourse as much as I want to sleep in, my body and mind come up with several reasons not to.

So what is it today that’s haunting me? My financial future. My plans went out the window with the divorce. She kept all the “plans” and things.

Oh, and just as I write this, she is texting about child support. Well I guess I don’t need things, just enough to afford the rent and utilities. Not like I have 2 incomes coming into my home..

I’ve decided to make a crazy decision today and get a $700 repair I can’t really afford, but needs to be done.