Even in a crowd

I really thought that “getting out” would be a good thing. I tried. Went for a fish fry at a local place. Wound up almost leaving after I was ignored for 15 minutes, no they weren’t that busy, I was not a usual.

Food was good, but just had the tinge of loneliness that made it a bit bitter.

I don’t think I will do this again for a long while.