Christmas eve

So here I am once again alone on Christmas eve. The boys want to stay home today and I should be seeing them tomorrow, that’s if my store doesn’t fall apart.

Stating to really hate managing my store. I just don’t have what it takes anymore. The drama is overwhelming and every day leaves me more and more depressed. I just don’t want to start over yet again.

I’ve never felt more like giving up as I have lately.

The “holiday” hasn’t brought nothing out of me, no  new way off looking at life. No old friends wishing me greetings. Both my assistants and a cashier are quitting on the 26th.

Maybe my life isn’t too bad, but I just can’t see it.