Been a while

It’s been awhile since I have wrote. Just kinda stayed in my head for some time. Since I last wrote the holidays have passed and I became a year older.

I tried to go out for St. Patrick’s Day dinner, but everything is packed. I really don’t have a family to make it at home let alone anyone to bring me a plate. It’s ok, I have a big bowl of Lucky Charms to fill the void.

The boys are alright and at the age where they don’t need me. I call and text.

Work goes by day to day, just as my life does now. I’m on new meds that help to keep the gloom away. Don’t really do a thing for the loneliness though.

Bills are paid and I have a little savings. Just waiting on the other shoe to fall, but until then I’ll keep getting up, working, and sleeping.