Back to normal

I have allowed myself to exhale the last few days. I snuck out and sent the kids and the ex some stuff for Easter. Have yet to hear a thank you. I have kept quiet about my sadness to people. More or less, I’ve stayed off the phone. I haven’t heard word I ne from anyone. Wow, was I that big of an asshole that no one even cares? Through this whole pandemic thing. Just one person has contacted me. No family, no closer friends, just 1 who lives states away.

I never have been this lonely