Am I good?

The silence is killing me tonight. Life alone seems much more manageable when you have some money than it does when you have absolutely nothing for the next week and a half.

I’m feeling it again tonight. The overwhelming dread and self loathing for myself again. I got through the holiday weekend without anyone’s greetings or invites, but I ran out of juice today after listening to all the “fun” everyone else had. Now I’m slowly falling back into my dark again.