Afternoons or whatever time it is

I’ve reached that time of day where I lock my door and wish the world away with forcing myself to sleep too early. I’m not a total shut in. I was worse earlier this summer.

I still have anxiety about everything. How does that happen so quickly? Came out of no where and pretty much trashed my life. It did trash my life.

So what do I do?

I go back to where it all went wrong. Only this time not in charge.

Not sure if I made a mistake but the alternative is homelessness or worse

El Kay

I believe you made the right decision considering the circumstances. The job is not permanent. You’re not in charge, not working 24/7. But it does give you a sense of purpose which sitting locked up in apt doesn’t do. Do your job proudly, and that pride will help you move forward.

School bus drivers in my area make $32/hr and training and licensing is paid. Not sure what your area payscale is or if you’d consider it. And it is only part time, but again, just something that might give you a sense of pride in your work and in yourself, and those kids might just make your day.

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@elkay thank you