2/8/22

Day 5

I think I met someone. Of course, I’ve said that about 20 times in the last 2 years. So we’ll see.

Match refunded my money, NY state is good for somethings, apparently due to NY law I’m allowed a 3 day, no questions asked refund for pay sites.

Caught up on the show 1883 last night, DAMN that’s a good show. Oh and Ozark, I was a fan from the first on that one. So, yeah, I just bummed around yesterday afternoon. Was thinking of making soup but, I just don’t care to cook things anymore after all of this. I used to live for cooking for my family, now though it just doesn’t feel right anymore.

On the way to work today I heard a song that I haven’t heard in ages and WOW did it speak to me. Bluer Than Blue by Michael Johnson.

After you go, I can catch up on my reading
After you go, I’ll have a lot more time for sleeping
And when you’re gone, looks like things are gonna be a lot easier
Life will be a breeze, you know
I really should be glad

But I’m bluer than blue, sadder than sad
You’re the only light this empty room has ever had
And life without you is gonna be
Bluer than blue

After you go, I’ll have a lot more room in my closet
After you go, I’ll stay out all night long if I feel like it
And when you’re gone I can run through the house screaming
And no one will ever hear me
I really should be glad

But I’m bluer than blue, sadder than sad
You’re the only light this empty room has ever had
And life without you is gonna be
Bluer than blue

I don’t have to miss no TV show
I can start my whole life over
Change the numbers on my telephone
But the nights will sure be colder

And I’m bluer than blue, sadder than sad
You’re the only light this empty room has ever had
And life without you is gonna be
Bluer than blue

I also heard Re-Flex, The Politics of Dancing, too. So there’s that.