Happy

I went thrifting today with a new friend. We hung out last weekend but I heard about this rummage sale this weekend so even though it felt a little weird, I asked her if she’d hang out again this weekend. I just don’t even remember what it’s like to make friends or to have friends, as depressing as that sounds. Andrew and Jenny from college were so close as to not really count as friends anymore so there weren’t all these weird feelings of needing social formality or whatever. Basically I don’t want to come on too strong, I very much fear rejection, and I don’t feel all that confident that I know what to do.  Yay insecurity!

I got a treasure chest, which I hope to put a picture up of it later, I got a wine rack, a skirt and a tie dye shirt, and some books.  A good haul, didn’t spend too much. Ate out though which was kinda tragic cuz I was renewing my seriousness about eating healthy and we ended up at a burger joint… :-/ Oh well, cant’ be perfect 100% of the time–life happens.

I am about to go get lost in a book just as soon as I change my layout again cuz this one is not pleasing me whatsoever.