So yeah

So yeah I went out with my girls tonight or technically last night. I had a great time we played pool. But I wasn’t ready to go home yet so it kinda sucked. I wanted to stay out longer because I haven’t been out in such a long time and just wasn’t ready to go home. I mean don’t get me wrong I had fun but I just wish it would have lasted longer. Lets see whats been going on in my world. Well I told off the ex boyfreind a.ka. Father of my child. I basicly told him that when baby was more important to him then his friends and his drinking problom then he could call me. I’ve been writing my friend Carson who just so happend to go to jail for a DUI. He’s been sober for a year now. I just hope he keeps it that way cause he hurt one of his friends pretty badly in his accident. He gets out soon and I can’t wait to see him. I’ve been getting pretty lonely here lately and I hate that feeling I absolutly hate it! I sometimes cry at night cause I’m just so lonely. But enough of my sob story. On the upside my baby is heatly! I’m very happy about that because I’ve had miscarrages in the past and it just hurt to much. It sometimes still hurts around the time I was due. But I’m actually glad I didn’t have it because the baby’s fater wouldn’t have been that great. Now the second one I just wasn’t ready for. This one though I’m okay with it.