well i made a decision….

Well I made two important decisions this morning when I woke up. But I’ll begin with the most important decision. I am not going to Williams Baptist College. I really wanted to go but its best that I stay here at the community college for another year. Why you ask? Why would she give up something she wants to do and put it off? Good question! lol…

Well my father is going to want to move…yet again… next year after my brother graduates from high school. Seeing as how I have nowhere else to go and cant strike it out on my own yet, I will wait to see where my father wisks my family away to this time. I dont want to transfer there only to have to drop it at the end of the year. Thats too much hassle for pretty much nothing. He’s been thinking about Atlanta.  I so dont want to go to Atlanta. Neither does mom. Mom said she’s not going if he does and neither am I. So Im thinking… Maybe I can convince him to move to Louisville. I used to live there when I went to U of L for a year. I loved the city and am very comfortable there. I have a lot of friends there still. My church is there. (The church that I absolutely love and feel totally at home at. I miss it there terribly) Plus it is a big enough city where dad will have no problem finding a good job. Its a small enough city for my mom to feel comfortable in and get around… after a while anyway. And it’ll be closer to my goddaughter and everyone in my mom’s side of the family so everyone can be happy. Sound like a plan? lol. I just have to pray. If not me and mom will get a place together in Ky. Pray pray pray.  Pray with me people? Please?? I love you all.

On to my next decision. I ordered some really cute shoes to start wearing to church (or the rare occasion that we do go) and they were a half size too big. Now I can easily send them back and get my money back. But as I woke up I was thinkin about how much Daddy has been blessing me this past month and a half or so. I mean He is constantly blessing me but lately its just been a shower of blessings. It is so overwhelming and just so uplifting to know that He loves me that much. So in the spirit of giving I thought to myself…. "Daddy has been blessing you so much, why not pass that along?" So I decided to give those shoes to Nikki. She wears about the same size and so does her mother. They will both enjoy them. Plus I want to show her that I love her to pieces even though I dont talk to her much anymore. I do have a reason for that though….

Nikki used to be well like me. She used to be really strong in her walk and such. The past couple of years she’s been into a lot of drama and such. Plus she gossips and such. I really dont want to be around that. I am not one to gossip and I am very uncomfortable being around people that do. She tells me everybody’s business. Even people I dont have a clue who they are and she tells everybody my business. I love her to death but when I do talk to her a lot she starts to rub off on me. And that is not a place I want to be in. She’s as sweet as sugar and I’m always here for her but then again *sighs* I dunno. Pray for her… and pray for me. God bless you all and have a great day. *hugs and kisses to all*