ummm yeah another argument…
Yup thats right. Josh and I argued again last night. Until 3:30. Was not a pretty sight. And guess what? We’re not done yet. WHEEE!!! *note sarcasm* lol. Stick a fork in me… Im done. He was supposed to sign on today so I can sign into his AIM so he can "prove to me" that he hasnt been talkin to any females but me. Yeah… right… What would that prove anyway? I dont know those people. But he didnt show up like I figured. Not that I really care. Call it intuition or paranoia but whats the point if you cant get over that feeling of… mistrust? Whether its a word or not Im using it LOL. He blames me for us not talkin for about a year. "I became apathetic" Uh no. I became apathetic after you stopped talkin to me and I kept gettin all kind of girls messaging from your screen name. Ok ok ok lemme move on. This is not pretty. Not pretty at all…
Gary called me last night! Gary is a guy from Ny. (must find myself in Ny one day… have a few friends there I’d like to see… *winks at soul sista*) Anyway I’ve been talkin to him online for at the least 3 yrs and I met him through is cuz Masha. She’s so cool. Anyway I havent talked to him on the phone in at least a year. He said my southern accent isnt as bad as it used to be lol. And he gave me a rather cute compliment. He said I had a sweet and soothing voice. lol. He’s a goober. We were both laughing and I was pickin on him about him having a lot of g/fs. He was tryin to sweet talk me. Good times lemme tell ya lol.
Other than that nothing is going on that I can think of. Its rather boring here. I woke up at 8 this morning for whatever reason. I dont know why but I was wide awake. So I went into the living room to drink some coffee w/ my mom. Listened to gospel music while she did her hair and I was gettin teary eyed just thinkin about how good Daddy’s been to me. I played pool w/ my cuz til she got off from work and kinda phizzed around (yes Debbie I stole your word). Cleaned a little. Washed my hair. And here I am. Talkin to my sista cakes and well… killin time. John said he’d talk to me tonight so we’ll see about that. He’s a cool kid. 🙂 I love you guys! God bless to each and every one of you. *hugs and kisses to all* 