Third Time’s A Charm???

Who ever said that clearly didnt know what he was talking about. lol. Anyway, yesterday Hollie didnt show up. Yet again. For the 3rd week in a row. Nice! Anyway, it didnt bother me as much as last week did. I actually sorta prayed that she wouldnt show because well… I’ve been in a crappy depressed mood lately and I didnt feel like faking a smile and entertaining people. Plus I know very well I lead a boring life and there’s nothing to do here so why should she waste her time coming here? She has tons of other friends that she can actually go out and have fun with. So let her enjoy her summer before she goes off to her first year of college I suppose. *shrugs*

Moving on to Georgio…Tuesday he finally got a hold to me. He told me he missed me and that he went out of town to visit family. He didnt get a chance to tell me because Alecia was sick and he was taking care of her. He accidentally left his phone at his friend’s house. Which I believe because I called it and his friend picked up and told me what happened. BUT Georgio also said he would go unpack and come back and fill me in on what all has been going on. Has he shown up yet? No. Unfortunately. Will he ever show up? Who knows?? Anyone wanna start placing bets here? lol. Anyway, if he doesnt want to talk to me fine, there’s nothing I can do about it. *shrugs* Moving on…  *I am very proud of my new attitude toward this lol*

Other than that, life is good. I have been uber uber uber lonely lately. Having no friends, no car, and no place to go does that to you. But the friends that I do have online have been totally awesome. I love you all for putting up with me and being so encouraging. You all rock my socks! Ive been talkin to my girl Misty a lot lately since she broke up w/ her b/f. (which is great because he treated her like crap) And she is always tellin me how much she loves me and how much she wants to fly me out to see her and she wishes I lived there with her. Its nice to know that someone appreciates you that much and wants you around. She says she talks about me all the time and she’s planning a bunch of trouble to get me into once she finally gets the money to fly me out. WOO HOO! I havent been in trouble in a long time. lol. Cant wait. She has SO many guy friends (much like me) and she’s already picking out guys for me so we can go out w/ a bunch of them. LOL. Its cute to see how much she’s plotting against me. "now its not my fault if they wanna take you home with them LOL" That’s what she said. LMAO I love her!

I talked to Mike last night! No not Michael who got me into that whole Tommy situation. Mike someone I’ve loved to death for at least 3 yrs… maybe 4. I lose count. lol. Darn memory. Anyway, did I ever tell you all about our "pre-engagement" engagement? lol. Yes Mike and I are gettin together if him and I dont find someone by the time he is 30. lol. Yes yes yes. He’s 26 or 27 now. Crap I hate when I cant keep track w/ the years. Anyway he says he wants to marry me and I believe him. He’s always been so good to me and everytime I talk to him, he mentions the fact that he still remember our "promise"  Apparently all his friends and family know all about me and our promise. He says it means a lot to him. *does a little dance* He’s a sweetie and loves the Lord. Much like I do. Perfect for me. Last time I saw him was just great. We just walked around campus holding hands and talking. Its the little things that mean the most to me. ANYWAY him and Misty live in the same area (he is how I met Misty) and they are both plotting to fly me out. Woo hoo! I am loved. Thank you Daddy.  (ok so I know that is the "prayer" icon but Im using it as a praise one too) lol.

Leave me lots of love! I love you all. God bless you all! *hugs and kisses to all*