So…. Yeah…
I give up on trying to be a good OD’er. I always have intentions of coming on here and writing buuuuuut obviously that never happens. I do love and miss all of my readers though. If there are any still left out there. So I’m alive. Obviously. Sadly nothing has been going on to really report about. Nothing that I didnt write about last entry anyway. I am going to a banquet Saturday though. Going to get all dressed up in a black dress with my hair up and some pretty jewelry. Mrs. Lisa’s nephew will be performing for the banquet annnd there will be food 
. Mrs. Lisa actually hooked me up with the dress. Made some alterations for it to fit me better and everything. I didnt have to pay for a thing. Well except for the bra to wear with it. And to get my nails done if I even decide to get them done. I might though since I never pamper myself anymore. I’m pulling my own hair up. Something quick and simple. Hope its pretty enough for the dress and occasion. Leroy will be there taking pics so… maybe I can snag a few and post them on here. I’m excited about dressing up. Not excited about Valentine’s day. Not a very fun holiday for single people really. Ah well. Nothing new to report on that area of my life. I did like a guy, Tony, buuuut I think I’m going to move on from that. Need to try to focus on other things anyway rather than guys and such. Been severely slacking in my walk with God I hate to say. I’ll find my way back somehow. Honestly lately I havent even been wanting to get out of bed most days but I make myself anyway. Just been in a funk. I think we all go through those seasons at some point. Havent talked to much of anyone outside of the family, Donnie, and my gay bfs on WoW. And that Tony guy up until recently. Im sorry for losing touch with my OD loves. Maybe when I start feelin better and get out of this funk I’ll be better at keeping in touch. I havent forgotten about anyone though I promise you that. I hope you guys still love me. I love you all and God bless. *hugs and smooches*
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