its 1 in the morning…
And I just got done reading my bible not too long ago and I am still not that sleepy so here I am. lol. Anyway whats the exciting updates for today…
Well Chris blocks me. How lovely of him. After 4 years of friendship, and he blocks me because I say something he doesnt agree with. Whatever. You all know the situation. A few nights ago ( I dont believe I ever wrote about this) we get to talking and that Cali girl comes up. And I told him straight up that "I honestly dont completely believe she is just your friend." I didnt say I was gonna hold it against him. I didnt say whether I cared or not if he had a g/f. I just wanted him to be honest and up front with me. Thats all. Well he responded to my comment… "Well quite frankly I am tired of tryin to prove it to you." What proving?? She only came up in our convos twice. The first time we really didnt address it. You guys remember the convo I posted not too long ago. And that was all that was said about her in the latest convo. Then he signs off right after his comment and hasnt talked to me since. LOVELY! Four years of being there for him and this is what the friendship means to him… Oh well. Anyway the past 2 nights he’s unblocked me and not said a word to me. And I go back to being blocked in the day time. *shrugs*. I know this because he hasnt blocked my other sn that I dont use anymore. I only sign in that name under invis to check my mail there. Other than that I dont use the messenger at all anymore. ANYWAY new subject. Im done w/ this whole situation…
On to new news. lol. Well exactly a week ago, I met this guy Michael on myspace. He’s pretty cool. We just chit chat and stuff online. He’s 25 and from my area. Married with 3 kids. I talk to his wife a lot too. Nice people. Anyway Michael gets this bright idea last night to try to hook me up with 2 of his friends. lol. One is Steven. He’s 25 and nice guy but we really dont click very well because he’s not very talkative. But I mean he is cool to chit chat when he is so I can see us being friends or whatever. Not that Im lookin to get into anything with anyone at the moment. Must explain that to Michael because he is uber excited about hooking me up with someone. He says I deserve to meet new people in this area and be happy and he wants me to double date with him and his wife. LOL. That tickled me. Anyway the other guy is Tommy. He’s 28 and has a g/f who, according to Michael, treats him like crap and he is lookin to get out of it. Whatever. Im not about to be the "other woman" but I will talk to him as a friend. Which is what I planned on doin from the get go. He also smokes and has 2 kids. Umm no. I love kids but I really dont wanna get into any situation like that and smoking is just a turn off for me. But I have a problem. I think he will get attached way too quickly and I am always stressing that we will be JUST FRIENDS. He called me today. Which is cool. I dont mind him calling me. He really is uber sweet though and I hope he truly understand that I just wanna be friends. Pray for me on this please guys. I really need it.
Well I guess that is all for now. I love you all and God bless. *hugs and kisses to all of you*