i cant believe i missed the FIRST day of NOJOMO!!!

Its freakin midnight here and I just realized it WAS November 1st. Guh I really need to get myself together. So I’ll write a quick entry for my "first" NOJOMO entry. So this weekend was interesting… kinda. Thursday I went to Deannia’s and stayed the night with her and the kids. It was the first time in a while that I stayed the night with her annnnd we were going to go to Keiser with her cousin Candy to get our hair done. I got mine trimmed in layers and they got highlights in their hair. Im thinking about dying my hair  back to black (my natural color) going back eventually and getting red streaks on top of the black. Anyway I’ll try to post pics of my cut in the next day or so.

Thursday night Jacob calls me right before falling asleep and asks me if i want to get together the next night. I told him that would be great but then he said we’d go back to his place in West Memphis and I could stay overnight. Before I could say anything he said I could have the bed and he’d sleep on the couch. Which was fine with me because he knows that I’m still a virgin trying to wait on marriage and all that stuff. I told my mom the plans because… I do try to be as honest with my parents as I can and she throws me for a loop. She starts getting all worried about something happening to me because "she doesnt know him." I told her I’ve known him for a few yrs. Which I have. 2 at least. And that I do know him better than she thinks I do just because we’ve not hung out outside of school except for once. She wasnt having it sooooo I was all stressed out about what to do. On one hand I’m 26 and should be able to make my own decisions and she should trust my judgement no matter what since I’ve never been in trouble or given either of my parents a reason to not trust me. But I do understand her concerns on the other hand. So I decided to try to talk to mom that morning when I got home from hanging out with Deannia and Candy before Jacob headed on the hour drive to come pick  me up and drive an hour back to his place. While I was getting my hair trimmed Jacob was texting me back and forth and he said we’ll have to reschedule hanging out because after paying bills he didnt have the money for the gas to drive back and forth to pick me up and drive back and forth to take me home. Which is understandable. I was all like hallelujah in my head because I didnt have to sit down and talk to my parents yet. I suggested to him that  this coming weekend maybe he could stay at his grandmother’s and we could go out to a movie and hang out (his gran’s is much closer than West Memphis so the drive would be much easier on him). So… we’ll see what happens. 

And I’ll cut it here until later on for NoJoMo 2! Love you all and God bless. *hugs and smooches to all*

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