Another day…

Well its been what? about a week since I’ve written huh? I havent felt much for writing. Or much for anything for that matter lol. Dunno what the deal is. What do I need to update on? Still no word from Georgio in case anyone was wondering. Oh well. I’ve given up on hearing from him. Dunno what went wrong or whatnot but nothin I can do right? Right. Oh suddenly I feel dizzy. Lets try to press on….

My weekend was wonderful for once. I went to see my goddaughter. Yay! She’s growing like a rose. Walking everywhere and has 4 teeth now. lol. She’s beautiful. We got in at 11 in the morning on Friday and stayed until about  noon on Saturday. Short visit but fun nonetheless. My bro didnt go. He stayed with his friends here. Which is understandable because he never has anything to do when we go to Ky.

Friday when we got there we all stayed outside for a while so we can play w/ Makiyah. She loves being outside and she was just walkin around the front yard, picking at grass and playin on the flag pole. lol.  I spent all day at home w/ Kerri and Makiyah while mom and aunt Linda spent the day shopping. Nikki saw my dad riding around so she came by to see me. I was tryin to surprise her but dang it she saw my dad’s car! lol. So we sit outside w/ Makiyah and chit chat for a bit. I gave her the shoes I was holding for her. You all remember I was gonna send her shoes right? Its somewhere in a previous entry. lol. Anyway then she left to get her tattoo done. When our parents got back, Kerri and I went out to eat at The Feedmill. We had to wait so they can watch Makiyah while we were gone. I had on my around the house hoochie clothes but it was so late and I didnt feel like changing. lol. I’ll post pics sooner or later for you all to see. The food was great as always. I saw Robert from high school there and he spoke. But he was with friends so I didnt get a chance to chit chat with him. I havent seen him since I graduated 4 yrs ago though. He was my bud. lol. So we get back home and Kerri was so kind to dye my hair for me. Woo hoo. It needed a touch up. Ummm then she crashed and I stayed up watchin tv while my hair dried. Stan called me at 1 and I talked to him until about 3. Kerri can sleep through anything I swear. She didnt even know I was on the phone. And earlier today she fell asleep and Makiyah was jumping all over her. LOL. I was like I know she can feel that. She has to. But she didnt. It ws fine though. Makiyah was entertaining herself plus I was watching her.

While she was asleep, I played with Makiyah. She was jumping all over me. Kicking me in my "girls" LOL. Not hard though. I think she was entertaining herself. I’d stick my tongue out at her and she was trying to grab it. lol. When I let her catch it she’d scratch it with her little nails. Oh and get this. When I am sitting somewhere higher than her. Like I was on the bed and she was on the floor. She’d stand in between my legs and I’d grab her with them and start tickling her w/ my feet. Then she’d hug on my legs tryin to stop me. So I’d take my legs and shake her a little. She’d laugh and try to hug my legs again. SO cute. lol. I love her. She’s funny. Oh yeah we watched BET most of the day and Makiyah was dancing and stuff. She LOVES Bobby Valentino. That is his name right? We dont have music video channels here at the house so Im out of touch. lol.

I didnt really get to sleep Friday night. Kept tossing and turning and such so I finally got up about 6. Mom, Aunt Linda, and Makiyah were up so I went into the kitchen with them. She ate. Played with a napkin. lol. Tried to put her sandals on her feet. (she’s 1 btw). And she came to me and did the leg thing and played w/ my dogtag. We all traveled to Aunt Linda’s room to watch tv. Makiyah fell asleep and I was on my way fallin asleep as well. But Makiyah woke up and came to lay on my chest.  So I pulled her on top of me and held her while she fell back to sleep for a bit. After a while she woke up again, laid right beside me, and put her head on my stomach so she could watch tv. lol. So I got my cuddling time with her. YAY!

Around 9 we all headed out. They dropped me off at Nikki’s. Her sister T was in town from Louisville as well. I havent seen T in about a yr or so. When we all get together all we do is crack jokes and laugh. That hasnt changed one bit. Then Lucy was in town. She’s lives in Louisville too. I havent seen her in a good 2 yrs at least. She didnt know I was gonna be in town over the weekend and I didnt know she would be either. Nikki came to the back and told me Lucy was here so I ran out and jumped out at her. She screamed and gave me a huge hug. She so happened to bring her new (and first) boyfriend (she’s 25) to meet everyone from her hometown. Thank God I got to meet him! She told me a lot about him already and I wanted to meet him. Such a blessing everyone was in town. He’s way shy but w/ the 4 of us he probably couldnt get a word in edge-wise. All we did was laugh and crack jokes. I havent laughed that much and so hard in yrs. I’ve missed them terribly and I really really didnt want to come back home.  They were all like no you cant leave now and all that stuff. Nik and T’s parents greeted me with big hugs and stuff. Their dad was like "oooh there goes our long lost daughter". lol. That kinda surprised me cause I used to talk to their mom more than their dad but I felt at home like I always did.

Man I need to get up out of Arkansas and back to Kentucky. I believe I’d be happier there. I have friends and family there that love me. I dont have any friends here. *shrugs* I guess all I can do is pray. I love you all and God bless. *hugs and kisses to all*