lost in snow

“I’m a little insane all the time and a bit radical sometimes” thats what she wrote, some girl who wrote an entry today. Most people do think that when you make no sense or you are always dealing with emotions that aren’t

even real you are a freak or need counseling. I love who I am and I love to be insane all the time. I use to live for love now I have it and have had it for two years and I hardly believe in it anymore. I just want to feel tingly again. I use to think that having one best friend was the best thing for you because you would always have that best friend and person who knew you so well but now I regret that insecurity because that best friend doesn’t want to know me anymore. I always have flet like everyone around me had their own group of friends even now that I am 24 years old I am so alone. I have lots of people who say there my friends and some are but no one really ever gives me the chance to get to know and care. Are poeple that scared to care? i dont get it why everyone always runs away. All I want in life is unconditional love. Holding hands and cuddling all the time. Oh and lots of Laughter. but no matter who you meet or what you do its always looked at as being wrong. its a sin or its cheating or its not right. I don’t understand why people can’t just accept the love that jesus gave to us.so unconditional.