Its been a while

Thats a nice song by staind by the way.

But anyway, its been a while since i have written here. This time i am going to write about time.

You know, during some instances in our lives, we are bound to believe staunchly, even fanatically, that some things are never going to happen. Yet, with the erosion (or should i say, evolution?) of time, beliefs change and even matters change. Which is both miraculous and hard to accept.

Actually, now that i really thought about it these few days, I really hate to be successful, you know in the cliche sense. A good job, a nice house, a nice family, kids and then you grow old and wither away…. Its really really boring. On the other hand, I really hate to be UN-successful. You know like, if you see this person with an awesome job and a decent pay, I will be like “Damn fuck, why am I not having that?” Now, that is the part which i REALLY couldn’t stomach at all. So, thats the thing that has been driving me so far. Which is odd, because it can only push you to so much. HEh heh. Well, i did pretty alright in life thus far. Somebody msg me on msn.. So i lost my chain of thoughts haha…

Just wondering. If somebody film you having sex, and then it got leaked out. In short, everyone who has an internet access, has that video, even your mum and dad, and that loser whom you have rejected uncountable times. What would you do?