Happy new YEAR!

Hello everyone. How are you doing? Its been a really long while since i wrote here. I bet you miss me, don’t you. Well, if you haven’t, you better do because i just bought some new voodoo dolls from the dark market. Just joking. Nah, its not a joke. Haha what do you think?

Let me briefly summarize what i have done the past few days in 1000000000000000000 words. I was supposed to visit my dad on xmas day. But i didn’t so i drag till a few days later before i do so. So i went to this place to visit him, or whatever that is left of him because they burn him up in one huge flame, and its really hard to confirm whats truly in those ashes. But i think its symbolic, and thats what counts. What do you call those places that store ashes? i shall just refer to them as that place. Anyway, when i was there, that place was almost closed. So i didn’t really see his urn per se, but i think he can hear me so long as i am within proximity. Oh anyway, my grandpa, grandma and an uncle is there too. I paid them my respects, tell them i am here, wish them a merry xmas, then realised i don’t really have a lot to say to them. Then i linger for a while, so that they can “see” me from where they are. After that i left. I felt kinda heavy then. So i walked for 1-2 hours. The start of the walk was good. I felt moody, so i observe life as i walked. There were pple going about their everyday lives, cyclists, trees etc etc. The mood was good until i start to feel hungry from walking. I have a can of soft drink then i got onto the train and head home, albeit a t-shirt that is half way drenched from sweat. What a hot day.

The other days are boring.

Then it comes to new’s year eve. Met up with my junior college friends. Had dinner. Went to a concert. Its incredibly boring but some parts were pretty awesome. Saw fireworks. Headed home.

Then it comes to today. Another boring day. haha. Isn’t my efforts at catching up fabulous. haha. J smoked today. I knew she was a social smoker but i havent seen her smoke before. We chatted a bit, then she got tired, so we left.

oh my bloody computer was down these past few days. Which explains my absence of course. That part of being lazy was way insignificant hahahhaha. Anyway, my computer is a real dork. Its behaving unpredictably. My finance is low now. It had better buck up and live longer.