Just a Little Rant Release

A Good Morrow To You?
Winter Is Coming……ahhhhh…….lol

But really it is…blarg.  It is not that I despise winter, I am just not use to it being this cool so early. Canada vs Deep South weather, well there’s a BIG difference!  Burrr 😱🥶

I have a few adjustments to make.  Taking my new life here in strides.

Job searching for about two months now. No interviews, call backs, or if they do respond, it’s a dumb excuse why not in my opinion. I’m a little unsure about what is going on.

People keep saying that everyone is in the same boat and I get that; my problem I feel is when I do apply for a job that I know I qualify for, and I either get no response or I get a response that says I don’t qualify, and then that job posts the same listing again a week later?  It’s a bit of a downer.

The big kicker I feel is when they say I don’t qualify due to lack of experience, but their job listing says no experience needed, will train…? Wtf 😑🤦🏼‍♀️🤷🏼‍♀️

Rant over….

I feel a bit stuck in the fact that I have been here in Canada about 8 months now and I cannot get settled in properly.  It was good timing on one hand and bad timing on another. Use this time for positive measures….sure I will, but the structure I am use to having, it’s lacking a bit. I’m use to working. I like working. It’s easier then having personal relationships.

I can only imagine what other people are going through. I in no means feel my problems are above another, but things aren’t always what they seem on the surface.  I always try to keep a smile in front of others despite the feelings on the inside.  It’s not fake smiles or feelings. I just feel there is already so much negativity, be proactive. I want to be a light in life. Of course it’s not always cookies and rainbows. Sometimes I just need to express these feelings, even in their silly nature. Look at it as a negative release. Even if it seems small, sometimes they can have the biggest impact.

Oh well, I will keep trucking forward. I have come too far to allow myself to fall backwards. Things will play out when they are ready.

Thank you for reading 🙂 An entry for getting  something off the chest.